My journey..from "Nowhere In This World " to NITW

The journey started like this.

The guy next door on his second ever train journey of life arrives at kazipet station,A lot of expectations ,excitement ,hope and a lot more things on his mind. There was a spark in his eyes and a "i can do it" spirit in heart. And he entered NITW.

He finds himself dazed and confused in all the maddening rush that surrounded him. Applying to the student committees, participating in extra-co-curricular activities and the startling indifference of the teachers began to sink in. Then started the part of life that is called "engineering".

Ragging, funda, score ,count, mess, saru, srinu point, ciggi, lite ,zero by four , MMPO ,bhai , intro, assignment , night outs , notes , sleeping in class , fundoo , frustoo , gulti ,boka ,tambi ,mallu ,ma**** , cafti calling , alu bhajji ,bonda , sad "phulka" ,calling home at 3 in morning , avoiding seniors by hiding in toilets ,minors ,mids ,again minors , zero preparation , morning ch** sports classes , attendance shortage ,sad looking females,cheating , copying ,folders , bearing the unbearable music in next room , snoring roommate, easy chair , treat ,birthday bumps ,more bumps ,cake on face, state fights,sad looking females again , hyderabad , class bunk, again hyderabad ,again class bunk, state in/outs , mass bunk, HOD ,department, frustoo HOD , frustoo department ,golden night, freshers ,party, ratna, horrible dancing, internet ,yahoo,orkut, angel, heart blooming :p, gardes (degrades)-D grades ,labs , excuses , proxy , 13th block, 5th block , 6th block, 10th block, computer ,all time idle ,all time sleeping ,project , running to project guide, one night stand before exam , chit design center,movies and movies and movies ,quizzing and more quizzing, senti ,hours on cell phone ,library fines, break up ,three and a half year of engineering.....

This is a confession..of the sublime mind..

some times i feel a sense of betrayal. I feel that god somehow betrayed me, teased me to take this path and just as the time came to cross the river, left me drowning in the gushing flow of water. Add to it all the taunts that teachers constantly give on failure... whether on being provoked or due to something happening in their personal lives, none of it withstanding, I felt lost and fed up with life. But we-r-angels...and NITW teaches you that spirit.Even those who are not fittest can (could) survive.

Its doesn't matter what people say and think, whether they label me as a rebel or a freak, but what matters is what i want from my life and how i am going to get it....Inspite of how bad things may get, I will never stop believing in destiny, God and life.And of course NITW.